Saturday, October 28, 2006

got nothin' to do, i might as well post na lng

Whoa. Looks like i'm enjoying updating this effin' blog ah. Two posts per day! Kahapaon rin naka dalawang posts ako. Oh ell. Might as well make use of my remaining sem break days. Because for sure i'll be busy na naman next sem. waaah. papers. exams. oral. and other what nots. oh well. By the way, i'm currently browsing over some neat and pretty roxy stuf: apparel, swimsuits, room thingiies etc. And boy, i wish i have all the money in this worlds. I wanna buy all of the things that i see! haayy. but hey, snap back to reality biatch gurl, ur effin' broke. You're money is just fifty fucki pesos. huhuhu. Poor me. Haaay. I wish my dad will buy me roxy stuff before second sem starts. haha. in my dreams. I know that he won't buy me cause hello, enrolment season! hahaha. Might as well wait till december... But... I do hope i get to have new clothes before the second sem starts. ahihihi.

Oh well. Speaking of December, i wish it's December already. Here's why:
...... christmas shopping.
...... new laptop for my dad.
...... his old laptop for me.
...... malaysia. hope this pushes through
...... christmas songs, chrsitmas lights, santa claus, candy canes...
...... new money.
...... christmas love
...... sweet christmas kisses

*sigh. December. two more months to go. sigh. Oh well. I'm still browing over some roxy stuff. And some cute swimsuits as in bikinis caught my fancy. how i wish i could wear something like that. i'm fat kse eh. How i wish i'm skinny. waaah. anyhoo, i miss you. waaahh. Sorry cause i'm so makulit. Sorry for evrything. I know i've been a pain in ur ass lately. Sorry. Sorry talaga.

*sigh
I love you.
I miss you.
I wanna see you.
*sigh

Posted by gel at 4:01 PM

wahahahahahahahaha

My subjects for next sem are finally enlisted. Thanks to Joey, Toni and Jeb. Actually, Joey tried to enlist my subject but wasn't able to enlist because of the effin system. Tis always gets errors and whatnots. Thanks anyway, Joey :).

Toni, on the other hand enlisted 3 of my seven subjects. Thank you again. I felt like got her irritated because i kept on bugging her while she's enlisting her subjects. Sorry, Toni! But thanks anyway for enlisting my subjects for me. I love yah!

Lastly, jeb. My macho gwapito boyplen also enlisted for me! Yee! Thank you thank you!

So there my sched is finally fixed. Me and my macho gwapito boyplen have the same break! yeeehaa. Kso nga lang, ung teacher ko sa lit terror daw! Saka she wants neat and detailed notes. Oh well. I passed mrs.borra's so i might also pass this. I might. Sigh.

Another good thing about my sced is that i've no evening and wednesday and saturday classes! Ang saya! My dismissal every monday and thursday is 3 pm while my dismissal every friday and tuesday is 4:30 pm. Saya noh?? hehehehe.

SO un.. I'm just waiting for a site to finish loading cause i need to print my reg certificate pa. Tapos we'll gonna pay na lng. haaaay. Good thing i won't be experiencing what i experienced last sem when i enrolled. Good thing na lng talaga. ahahahaha. oh well.

Posted by gel at 1:30 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006

Mahaba ito :)

Grabe gumising ako ng 11 am tas nung paggising ko tumingin ako sa salamin. At grabe nakita ko ung kaliwa kong mata. Ang weirdo niya. Basta may problema sha ngayon. Di niya kapantay ung kanan kong mata. basta nakakatawa. ang weirdo. Nga pla speaking of weirdo. May napanaginipan akong weirdo. Sa panaginip ko ginagawa ko pa ung paper ko sa pas. Biruin mo ung sem break na nga at nde pa rin ako tinatantanan ng mga papel na iyan! Pati sa panaginip ko gumagawa ako ng major paper. grabe. ano ba yan. Speaking of APS nakita ko na ung grade ko dun. At grabe nagulat ako. Nag-eexpect ako ng mas mabababang grade kasi feel ko di ko nagalingan sa finals tas feel ko rin mababa ung nakuha ko sa final paper ko. Pero hindi, mejo mataas pa ung nakuha kong grade. Shempre mataas na un para sa akin. Pero para siguro sa mga henyo napakababa nung nakuha ko. Mas mataas pa ung grade ko ngayon sa aps kaysa sa grade ko last sem. haaay. Nga pla hindi ako kukuha ng aps ngayon. Kasi pagkumuha pa ako tiyak na ma-ooverload na naman ako. At pag nangyari un ay baka masipa na ako sa uap. Mahirap kaya pag overload ung academic units!

Grabe wala pa rin ung grade ko sa eco. Natatakot ako. Bka mamaya 3.50 pa ung makuha ko. Naku wag nmn sana. Ayoko magkabagsak noh! Gabi gabi ko nga pinagdarasal ung mga grades ko eh. hahaha. Ayoko talagang bumagsak. Duh, sino ba nmn ang gustong bumagsak?? hahaha.

Maiba tayo. Mamaya pupunta kami kila Ica. Si Ica nga pla data taga rito. Dun sila nakatira sa bahay ng dati kong crush. Childhood crush. Sige na nga ang aking puppyy love. Grabe nakakamiss ung mga araw na un. Nga pala Vincent ang pangalan niya. Sobrang crush ko siya nung bata ako. Lagi nga akong natutuwa pag naglalaro kmi nun eh ksi sha lagi ang prince in his shining armor ko at ako naman ang kanyang damsel in distress. hahaha. Tapos lagi kaming tinutukso nun. Shempre kunwari naiinis ako pero deep inside kinikilig naman ako. ahahahaha. Pero sa kasamaang palad pumunta at nanirahan na sila sa States. haaay. Nalungkot ako nun ksi di ko na sha makikita. Pero sbi ni Maggy nagpapadala daw sila ng card sa nanay ni maggy. Tapos lagi kaming kinakamusta (shempre dati pa toh). At! Ako lagi ang inuunang kamustahin! hahaha. So un. Nung pag-alis nila pumalit namn sa kanila sila Ica. Sila na ung nanirahan dati sa bahay ng aking puppy love. Pero sadyang malupit ang tadhana. Kinailangan nila lumipat ng ibang subdivision. At sobrang lupit talaga ng tadhana kasi di magtatagal at lilipad na sila sa Canada. Maninirahan na sila dun. At panghabambuhay na iyon! Biruin mo un. At etoh pa. Nakakainis talaga ang tadhana ksi pati sila Dana lilipad na rin sa Canada! At tulad nila Ica panghabambuhay na sila dun! Kawawa nmn ako. Iniiwan nila ako. Sana kmi rin umalis. hehehe.

Tiyak na malulungkot ako pag-umalis sila Dana. Haaaay. Pag-umalis sha wala na kong kasama tuwing new year. Si dana pa nmn ang lagi kong kasama at sabay kami nagpapaputok tuwing new year. Dati nga paputok pa nila ung mga pinapaputok ko eh. OO! Lagi akong humihingi sa kanila ng kwitis, lusis at roman candle. haaay. Pero pag-umalis sila, tiyak na magiging malugkot ang new year ko. Wala na akong hihingihan ng mga paputok! Shempre hindi yan ang rason.. Pero cge isa yan sa mga rason at marami pang iba. MArami ako mamimis sa kanya. Ikekwento ko next time dahil iisipin ko pa lahat.

Mabalik tayo kay Ica. Yun nga, mamaya pupunta kmi ni reah at magi dun. Shempre tulad ng dati nde na naman ako nagpaalam. Malamang nde ako papayagan ksi kakapagalit lng sa akin nung isang linggo. Excited na ko makita si Ica kse sobrang tagal na namng d nagkikita. haaay. Buti na lng makikita ko sha bgo magsimula ang second sem. For sure ksi na magiging busy na naman ako next sem. Haaay. Mapapanaginipan ko naman ang mga paper na gagawin ko. At baka managinip na rin ako ng mga numero kse magkakaroon na ako ng math next sem. Isang malaking good luck!

o cge. bye. hehehehe.

Posted by gel at 12:18 PM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

pissed.

NAKAKAINIS ANG MGA TAO NGAYON. NAGIGING BASTOS AT HINDI MARUNONG UMINTINDI.

GUSTO KO KAYONG MAKASAMA NGAYON KASI ANG TAGAL KO NG DI KAYO NAKAKAKASAMA. PINUNTAHAN NIYO KO KANINA TAPOS EH NAGKATAON NA MAY GINAWA AKO KAYA DI PA AKO NAKALIGO. SHEMPRE AYOKO NAMANG LUMABAS NG DI NALILIGO NOH! EXCUSE ME, HINDI AKO TULAD NIYO NA LUMALABAS NG BAHAY KAHIT NA HINDI PA NALILIGO! TAPOS SABI KO SIGE WAIT LNG SUSUNOD AKO. TATAPUSIN KO LNG UNG GINAGAWA KO SAKA MALILIGO LANG AKO. TINANONG KO PA NGA KUNG SAN KAYO PUPUNTA EH PERO ANONG NANGYARI? INIWAN NIYO AKO. NI HINDI NIYO MAN LAMANG CNBE KUNG SAAN KAYA PUPUNTA. INIWAN NIYO NA NAMAN AKO. TAPOS MAMAYA PAG NAG-USAP TAYO KUNG ANO2 ANG MGA SASABIHIN MO. PAGAGALITAN MO AKO. SASABIHAN MO NA NAMAN AKO NG "GROW UP, GEL! GROW UP!" POTA.

BAHALA KA SA BUHAY MO. PALIBHASA LAGI MONG INIISIP NA IKAW LAGI ANG MAY POINT. PURO NONSENSE PARA SA IYO ANG MGA PINAGSASABI KO. POTA. SAWA NA NAKO. POTA.

Posted by gel at 4:35 PM

I just realized that passing is not enough

2.50, 2.50, 2.50.. That's what i've been getting lately. 2 point fucking 5.

I finally saw most of my grades except for eco and aps. So far my grades are ok. Pero....
I could have done better. Sayang talaga. I could have gotten higher grades if i studied really really hard. But wait a minute, I studied really really hard nmn eh. Mahirap lng talaga pag overload ako ng acads. I learned my lesson. I will no longer maximize my academic units. 24 units na lng. Or better yet 21. It's hard to study if you've the maximum number of units. Haaay. With these kind of grades i surely won't be able to get into the course that I or should i say, the course that my parents want. Tsss. I should make up for next sem na lng. Good luck to me. I'll be having math next sem pa naman. And english. And Phil Soc. Oh well.

Haaaay. I need btic' s bubble gum flavored ice cream to make me feel better.

And oh by the way, my grades aren't my only issue. I have another issue. And won't tell you what it is. Pero malamang kasalanan ko n nmn un. haaay.

Posted by gel at 3:54 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Wonder post and some stupid black ants.

Ignore the title, please.

SO there i'm currently fixing my sched for next sem. I just hope that i'll have a good schedule and that i won't have uber late dismissals. Ack. Oh well.

Last week. Hmmm.. Aaah yesss.. I had a weird and scary dream last week. Im gonna die at 3:30 pm in my dream. Scary, huh? The dream felt like so real. I thought i'm gonna die talaga. Good thing i woke up. I immediately prayed the moment i woke up. Tas i got scared sleeping na. I tried not to sleep. Tas everytime doze off to sleep i woke myslef up. But then, I slept din. I wish i won't have that dream again. So scary. Twas a nightmare.

Anyhoo. I haven't seen my grades yet except for theo. But here i am fixing my sched for next sem. I don't even know if i passed all my subjects or not! I just hope i did. I'm gonna be frustrated if i flunked any of my subjects. Gawd.. BIO! I hope i passed! My goodness this is so prolonging my agony. I just hope that i get to see [even] half of my subjects' grades.

Tsss. Semestral break is such a BORE! I did nothing but eat, watch tv, eat, watch tv and EAT! I'M TURINING INTO A HIDEOUS, FAT AND LAZY [ASS] COUCH POTATO! waaah. Kainis. wish i'm in another country or on a cruise or perhaps.. I wish i'm embarking on an african safari! Anywhere but here! sheesh. BOREDOM KINGDOM! haha. By the way.. I ate black ants earlier this morning. Shempre it twas accidentally. Why on earth would i eat black ants?!? The ants were in my favorite frosties cereal. I was savoring every taste of it when i noticed someting yucky and disgusting-- BLACK ANTS! I was like.. eeeew! Pota! Black ants! I immediately spitted out what i was eating. So much for my favorite cereal.

Oh well. Imm go now. We'll eat dinner now. Biyee.

Posted by gel at 6:52 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

The world needs love!

I'm here in... basta i'm somewhere else. hehehe. And i'm using DSL! hahahaha. Anyhoo, my parents know that i'm in school pero the truth is, i'm actually not there. hahahha. So there. I'm with someone. oooh.. who could that someone be?? hehehe. Go figure! Waaah.. i'm gonna be dead if someone reads this and that someone knows my parents. Tas that someone will tell my parents how bad their daughter is. hahaha. Good thing only my college friends know about this. hahaha. I'm sure nmn that they won't gett me busted. That's how much they love me.

hahaha.

so there..

biyee :)

Posted by gel at 1:03 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Questions, i myself can't answer

What is up with me?
Why all of a sudden i want the world to stop revolving?
Why all of a sudden i want everyone to stop caring about me?
Why all of a sudden i want everything to be dark and gloomy?
Why all of a sudden i feel like everyone's grasping my neck?
They are holding on it so tight that they're beginning to choke me.
Why all of a sudden i want to be in a strange place?
A place where no one gives a damn about me.
Why all of a sudden i want to fall?
Why all of a sudden i want to scream until i reach the point wherein i can't scream anymore?
Why all of a sudden i'm feeling this way?
And why all of a sudden i want my own universe to stop knowing me?

Posted by gel at 7:43 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Yesterday and today

Yesterday

Today

Btw.. i'm using my bro's internet card nga pla. haha. I know. cheap. Buti pa ung iba nakabroad band. hahaha. So there.. i'm using it illegally. haha. Illegally ampota. hahaha. I'm using it without his permission kasi. hahaha. bad gulr. i'm such a bad girl.hahaha.

Posted by gel at 8:14 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Oh finally, finally!

Oh yessss! First sem is over, baby! It's over! *palakpakpalakpak*

I can't believe that another sem has gone by. Phew! I just wish all the sweat and all the sleepless nights i had will all be worth it. Haaay. Pero shempre pagtpos ng sem anjan n nmn ung kaba sa grades! waaaah. I'm so nervouse with my grades! Especially in bio! Oh no! I'm so dead. Kainis naman kse ung prof nmn eh. Waaah. I hate him. I so do. Kaya if i were you, i won't have him as my teacher next sem! hahaha.

anyhoo, my last test awhile ago was Filipino. Actually, i didn't take it. He was feeling generous daw kse. He said that if we don't take the exam then he'll automatically give us a 2.75. I was hesitant on not taking it awhile ago cause 2.75 is a bit low. But then lot of people gave in and decided not to take the test and get the 2.75 instead. BUt then after a few minutes, he "bribed" us again. This time, he'll give a 2.50 to those who won't take the test. So I... gave in. I immediately stood up and went to him, signed a paper and have him signed my permit. So there, i now have 2.50 as my grade for my finals. Sheesh. I just hope that i made the right decision. I decided not to take the test and go for the 2.50 because i know that i'll be having a hard time answering his test. He gives difficult test kasi. He even said that he makes the life of his students miserable during finals. So there. I just wish i made a wise decision. But then again, i believe that the people who took the test benefitted more than those who didn't. I texted Berny awhile ago and asked her about it. But then she said that they're forbidden to tell whatever he told them. Oh my. What could that catch be? sheeesh. Oh well.

Anyway.. i'm listening to Hed kandi now. Wow, listening to it makes me feel oh so relaxed. It's such a perfect stress booster. Actually, i've been thinking of buying a hed kandi cd, but then i just have no time. heeehee. Oh well might was well download it from limewire. hihi.

Posted by gel at 4:00 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006

blah blah

I'm here in Matcha today and i'm with Toni G. Toni Gatapia not Toni Gonzaga ahahaha. I'm enjoying the luxury of a 35 peso fast wifi. Wooohoo. Anyways, we'll have our Lit finals later and i'm still not yet studying. Oh well. I still hafta lots of time pa naman. Tis just 2:01 pm and our exam will start later pa, 4:30. I'mma cram in just a bit. Oh well. I am so happy cause i' done doing my papers. Woohoo. Five papers down 1 more to go! I'm finally near sembreak! Yessss. Hallellujah! ahahahaha. Tsss. Oh well. That's it. Imma study for our lit finals na. mwah.

Posted by gel at 2:03 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Together we'll paint the world rainbow.

Happy monthsary, baby. Hurrah for seven months!
Thanks for everything.
I ♥ you.
I'mma sing our favorite song.
Hihi. (Just imagine i'm singing it, ok)
You'll be in my heart-Usher (naks.)
Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
Hold it tight, now
I will protect you from, all around you
I will be here DONT you cry
For one so small
You seem so strong, now
My arms will hold you
Keep you safe and warm,
Thisbond between us
Can't be broken
So im gonna be here dont you cry
Cuz
You'll be in my heart,
You'll be in my heart,
From this day on,
Now and forever more,
(for more.. na na na na.. ha ha.. come on.. yea)
WHY cant they understand the way we feel,
THEY just don't TRUST WHAT YOU CAN'T EXPLAIN,
I know we're different,
But deep inside us,
We're not that different AT ALL
(You'll) You'll be in my heart,
See you'll be in my heart,
(From this day) From this day on,(Ohh)
Now and forever more( FOREVER MORE)
From this day on forever more, YOU'LL BE


You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be, you'll be right here in my heart
(Always)Always (Always, Always, Always)

Dont listen to them
Cuz what do they know?
We need each other To have, to hold
They'll see in time
I KNOW WE'LL SHOW THEM TOGETHER

(YOU'LL BEEEEE)
You'll be (IN MY HEART) in my heart(I'll always be there)
You'll be in my heart(You know that)
From this day on
Now and forever more

(You'll) You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
(No matter, no matter what they say oooh)
You'll be right here in my heart
(No matter oh no matter)(always)
Always (Always, always)

Just look over your shoulder
(Euh listen, no matter what they say no no.. look over your shoulder yeah)
Just look over your shoulder
(I'll be right here, I gotcha) (I'll always be there)
Just look over your shoulder (I'll be right there)
I'll always be there (Now that i gotch ya)
(No matter what they say)
Just look over your shoulder
(No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no)
(No matter what, no matter what, no)

Hihi. Ayan ah.. hihi. MAsaya ka na? hihi. Ako masaya na. hihi.

And oh.... Happy birthday Mac! hihi. :)

Posted by gel at 10:15 PM